Snap me out of it! I need something fantastic!

Today is the most depressing day of the year-good-then it will get better. Hell, by next Monday I should be slowly able to crawl up out of this pit of suck that has been January and begin to believe there's hope yet....I swear if I still smoked pot I would be SO high by now.

OH yeh, just keeps getting better---I do believe I was just turned down for an amazon.com visa card. Nice-just when I needed a new credit line to spend on cult TV shows on DVD.