Being miserable doesn't make you better than everyone else--

It just makes you miserable.
--J. Wilson.

NOW WITH MORNING INSIGHT!!


Next Morning In Explanation: I didn't mean to erase that first part. I'm not covering my tracks or anything. I added thoughts and erased a bunch of stuff and I'm too lazy to replace it.

Basically-I was pissy. It made me feel very good...like an otherwise induced high.

Flinging virtual pooh-my anti-drug.
I am exciting.

That's how great it is to be me.
Want to change places?

Nothin' to lose. Nothin' to gain. One way ticket to cruise in the passin' lane.

As Todd has said repeatedly.

If everyone was this angry nothing would ever get done.
It cannot possibly be healthy.

Plus, I will admit. I am seriously fucked up right now.
I feel better than I have in a LONG time.

NME: Nothing like letting a long lost mental imbalance run the show for a few hours. I'd feel great after that catharsis if it weren't for how hard it was to sleep. So I'm just exhausted.

That's reassuring.

Oh and, Mr. Thinks He's Clever calling me a pseudo-intellectual:
Die in a fire.

The only thing I really am is an intellectual. Not that that's a selling point. But it's true.

See, Wikipedia even agrees with me. You don't have to go past the first paragraph.

I'm the picture of mental health.

And tomorrow-my hand will have a crescent shaped bruise.


NME: No bruise, but I look like I got in a fight with a cat. I lost.

Something's clicked in me.
I've gone off.
It's not pretty.

But it is-it would seem funny.
If yr following anything where I was talking about.
I suppose my nervous breakdown is a jolly joke.

So very very awesome is my self destruction.
Stay tuned for details.