I almost had a weakness

Today's big revelation was that it is time to go job hunting. Now, that may or may not mean job FINDING but job hunting. Something about cashing a months worth of paychecks that don't total $400 sort of puts a person in the job search mode for some reason. Can't quite put a pinpoint on why...
It's no great dislike for the cult. I don't like it either but I don't really dislike it. I dislike my boss. Although, I don't actually not like her-I just don't like her. And I dislike the blind devotion. More than all that tho, I dislike working a full month and having less than $400 to put in the bank. That's $25 more than my rent. Actually, the deposit as it stood was less than my rent. Not water. Not lights. Not food not clothes not gas for the car not phone or internet. Rent. The basic human need for shelter is not being covered by my job. And that, for some reason, doesn't seem right.
I'm going to make this plunge into the world of temping and employment agencies. This plunge may last as long as a swim in Lake Erie in January. It may be just what I need. Who can say. It's worth a shot. What isn't at this point. I'm locked in another year or some length of time with the edumacation thing because dropping out now would leave me with nothing but bills for the loans and nothing to show for them. And I already have 10 years of edumacation with nothing to show-one of them eventually is bound to pay off I am sure. One of the years, one of the classes. I am sure I have a talent, I don't know exactly what it is yet but I'm on the hunt for said talent just in case I stumble upon it.
I can type. I can type and do 10 key and answer phones and file shit and even refrain from calling the stuff I'm filing shit if the pay is good enough. I can look shit up too, (and not swearing anymore than is professional at that) I'm wicked with any sort of classification tool and categorizing is my bitch. These things are bound to come in handy at some job. It's just a matter of matching me and said job up that's all.
Right?
RIGHT?
RIGHT! Goddammit!

oh and anyone reading down wondering WTF with the little post and a half of the same material that isn't even new and interesting-blame blogger for some reason only half the post showed up the first time (the one with the better title at that dang me) and I'm lazy and thusly will refrain from editing it at the moment. Just skip it. Ignore the man behind the curtain.