I'd rather hear some truth tonight than entertain your lies

Keanu Reeves continues to get work. The mind boggles. I'm a better actor than that guy. And I'm at least as hot. So, what's the attraction?
I'm watching the Lake House. Well, the Lake House is on. And I'm denying myself the urge to watch it. Because it looks awful. I would never watch something so sappy. I do not have such a soft heart. Oh, no, I do not. This movie is going to piss me off. I can tell.

It's going to get colder tonight. How crummy.

My landlady's dog has cancer. She will probably go completely insane soon. She's close enough now. The loss of her dog will probably be the last straw. She asked me today how my "little dog" was doing. Before she told me about hers. I think she wanted to hear mine wasn't well. No. I don't think. That's what she wanted. I could see it on her face. No one is good. Some people just put on a better facade than others. It is such a waste of time to do that: waste time being nice. No one benefits.

In the realm of the job, I realize that I have been relieved of my last bastion of humanity. I no longer have to feign niceties or politeness. My days are chock full of no one to speak to and work imposed (but appreciated) silence. I no longer have to pretend to be friendly. If a fight breaks out, it isn't my problem. If every line on the phone rings simultaneously, I don't have any obligation to answer. Nothing is my problem. I have no responsibility beyond showing up. It's refreshing. I'm no longer a member of human society. People say you can't live your life alone. But I do. And I'm not unhappy.

What?

I'm not. Just because you would be, that doesn't mean I am.

This movie is seriously cheesy. Beyond cheesy. I've had con queso that contains less cheese. Why am I watching this crap? I am in a house sadly lacking in those peanut butter eggs that are so delicious.

Life. Is so uncertain.